friends

are supposed to be there for you when you need them. Then how come mine can't be more supportive about my BF? They always walk away whenever we come up to them so I havent talked to them much lately. Having a relationship is supposed to be a happy thing, then why am I sad? Friends are supposed to have fun together, then why do I feel so excluded? Now, that doesn't really feel right... With Christmas coming, I hope my problems don't ruin it, because I'm not the kind of person who can just forget about something because I will think about it all day, and it will completely change my mood. I hate that. =/