Hella Confused..

cos I really don't know anymore. This has been the worst week ever. This year sucked actually. And apparently cos everyone thinks I'm annoying. I don't know if my friends like me. I don't know if they want me there. Why does everyone hate me so much? It makes me sad. I'm not intentionally annoying. I'm now trying to be less annoying, but I just don't want to say anything cos I'm afraid people will be annoyed with me. I don't even know if I still am going to Jenny's going away party, because I won't feel welcome there anyways, at least I don't think. I've been trying to clear up my problems this week, but I still feel confused. I feel better now than I did a few days ago though, but I'm still in a mess. I have a lot of problems, I just really wanna find my place here.