2.18.09

Happy Birthday Sophia,
Omg its funny, cos all the pictures we took at her party, Sophia's not in any of them.
Ahaha.

Hella Confused..

cos I really don't know anymore. This has been the worst week ever. This year sucked actually. And apparently cos everyone thinks I'm annoying. I don't know if my friends like me. I don't know if they want me there. Why does everyone hate me so much? It makes me sad. I'm not intentionally annoying. I'm now trying to be less annoying, but I just don't want to say anything cos I'm afraid people will be annoyed with me. I don't even know if I still am going to Jenny's going away party, because I won't feel welcome there anyways, at least I don't think. I've been trying to clear up my problems this week, but I still feel confused. I feel better now than I did a few days ago though, but I'm still in a mess. I have a lot of problems, I just really wanna find my place here.

Jenny's going away

partyyyy. I need to go dress shopping reallll bahhd. First of all, I need a casual dress to wear to school cos yeah, aand I need a formal one for Jenny's dinner at Cheesecake factory. Lol yes, I love dressing up. Can't wait till that day cos it'll be fun :D , but I wish that day would never come too cos they Jenny will be gone the next day after that, tears. :[

OHH

Btw, I got all my community service done. Ahahah, you wouldn't think I could finish it in two weeks, but I finished it in two weeks! I got tweeeenntayy hourss, and a haalffuh. Bam. Oh shahh. asdfjkl;
:]

Tears,

I'm sad. Jenny and Norma are moving to Monterey, and possibly Maggie is going to Laguna Creek. Plus, Cynthia is moving to McClatchy. Ughh, what a loss to my circle of friends. I'm excited to Jenny's going away dinner party thing cos we're gunna hella party, yayyy we get to dress up, mmhm, but I'm sad cos it means she's leaving the very next day after that, and she'll be gone. But we'll visit her and Norma of course. I'm hella sad cos Norma's my best and she would be the second best friend I lost this year. I don't really have a best friend anymore then. That's not good, yeah.

Babyyy,

I hella fuckin miss you.

:|

Community Service

is funn? Well sometimes. It's aiight I guess. But it's stressing me out cos I don't think I can get all 20 hours by May 6th. If only I had one more week, I could get all my hours done. Dang too bad I started getting my hours done so late. Next year I'm starting in the summer so I can do like 12345676890 hours. Ahah well I wanna get as much as I can cos it's good for you, and it looks good for  college. Yeahh, mmhmmm.